Heartbreak House*

A terrible, awful thing has happened.  Seb split up with me last night.  Maybe will write more about it another time.  Am heartbroken and devastated.

Throughout this last couple of years, ever since he gave me the fluffy monster and we became close again, he has been an amazing source of support.  Our relationship has kept me going through all my treatment and operations and given me something to live for.  With Seb on my side, I’ve felt protected from my illnesses.  Nothing has been able to hurt me because he’s been there for me.

I’m not sure exactly what happened, it’s all a bit of a blur and am in shock.  Can’t believe that that’s it.

He’s the love of my life.  We’ve been together, on and off, over the past ten years.  Don’t know how will be able to continue without him.

Am going to miss speaking to him everyday.  There will be an enormous hole in my life.  Already feel so lonely and overwhelmed by despair.

Mum picked me up from the flat at 8am this morning and will be staying with my parentals for the time being.

Have attached a photo of my breakfast.

Happy Thursday everyone!
*1919.  By George Bernard Shaw.  Play.


  1. samdfb1 · March 31, 2016

    oh gosh. So so sorry. I felt bad ‘liking’ but there is no ‘dislike’ button on WordPress. What can I say? I have nothing. Except for: stay strong, sweet girl. xxx

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  2. Jackie Lefton · March 31, 2016

    Cannot think of any words to express how sorry I am for you. Thinking of you and willing you to be strong

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  3. Sally Feldman · March 31, 2016

    You poor, daring girl. So sorry, but you must treasure the wonderful times and how much he loves you. And how much all your family loves you. You will get through this – we will all help xxx

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  4. Tara · April 1, 2016

    Noooo! I’m so sorry to read this. What a horrible thing to happen. Sending hugs.

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  5. dmf2001 · April 1, 2016

    No-o-o-o! What a horrendous shock. Reeling from the news myself and can hardly imagine what you must be going through. Just thank G-d for your family and friends who will support you through whatever you have to go through.

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  6. mrsMogg · April 1, 2016

    So upset, I am gutted for you. You could tell in your writings how much you love him. Silly man.
    Big Hugs from Mrs Mogg xx

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  7. L. Rorschach · April 2, 2016

    Oh Tanya, I am so sorry. 😢 Big hugs to you. xxxx

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    • waternymph88 · April 2, 2016

      Thank you darling xxx Was thinking about you just now and wondering how you are doing…

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  8. widerangingramblings · April 4, 2016

    I am so so sorry to hear this!!! It’s his loss to not have you in his life, you’re wonderful!! I hope that you’re ok and that your parents are taking good care of you and you’re having lots of fluffy cuddles!! xxx

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