A terrible, awful thing has happened. Seb split up with me last night. Maybe will write more about it another time. Am heartbroken and devastated.
Throughout this last couple of years, ever since he gave me the fluffy monster and we became close again, he has been an amazing source of support. Our relationship has kept me going through all my treatment and operations and given me something to live for. With Seb on my side, I’ve felt protected from my illnesses. Nothing has been able to hurt me because he’s been there for me.
I’m not sure exactly what happened, it’s all a bit of a blur and am in shock. Can’t believe that that’s it.
He’s the love of my life. We’ve been together, on and off, over the past ten years. Don’t know how will be able to continue without him.
Am going to miss speaking to him everyday. There will be an enormous hole in my life. Already feel so lonely and overwhelmed by despair.
Mum picked me up from the flat at 8am this morning and will be staying with my parentals for the time being.
Have attached a photo of my breakfast.
Happy Thursday everyone!
*1919. By George Bernard Shaw. Play.